AMPUN BERIBU2 AMPUN~

kepade kawan2 yang terlibat & yg melibatkan diri...

tuan punye belog ingin memohon seluruh keampunan atas segale perangai & sikap hambe yang membebankan rakan2 sekalian.. terima kaseh juge diucapkan kepade mereke2 yang slalu meminjamkan telinge untok mendengar luahan hati hambe... pasti sahabat2 sekalian da penat bukan?? huhu~ sesungguhnye hambe masih belom boleh berenti dari berkelakuan begini... bear with ya uols...

special thanx to UMET... u keep stand by me tru out these days... tQvM!!!

sayang korang sume!!!

SENGAJE SAHAJE~~

Lame da kowt x kene tag ngan sesape.. huk2.. JENIE, aku buat nie demi mengisi kekosongan mase ku akibat merindukan mu~~


1) Where is your cell phone?
UNDER MY NOSE~~ (peribahase hokeyh!!).. xkan laa aku nak gantong tepon aku jadik subang kt idong.. caiittt!!

2) Relationship?
NONE~~ 4 the time being...

3) Your hair?
ITS A SECRET~~


4) work?
ENGINEER TULIS SURAT~~


5) Your sisters?
TWO ELDERS & A YOUNGER.. not so into them.. masing2 buat hal sendrik~~

6) Your favorite thing?
MY LOVEY DOVEY ITEMS!! CAMERA+PICTURES+NOVELS~~

7) Your dream last night?
ERR.. KEPENATAN SETELAH KEKALAHAN DLM BOWLING TOURNAMENT MENYEBABKAN HAKU TDO MATI~~ x kowserr nk mratapi naseb...

8) Your favorite drink?
I TOOK LOTSA FRUIT JUICE RECENTLY~~

9) Your dream car?
DOLU2 LAA.. I NGIDAM WAJA~~ [hokeyh.. i noe.. low class~]

10) Your shoes?
MOST OF 'EM ARE HEELS!! amat suke meninggikan diri yang sememangnyer dah tinggi.. lalalalalala~

11) Your fears?
DAMN BROKE!! GOSH!! xtau la cane if ienye tjadik.. huk2~

12) What do you want to be in 10 years?
SAYE MENGIDAMKAN UTK MEMEGANG TITLE 'IR' MAHUPON 'DR' MAHUPON KEDUA2NYE SKALIK.. tamak kah aku??

13) Who did you hang out with last weekend?
SABTU..DOK UMAH.. AHAD, WENT OUT WIF MY DH~~ carik umah...

14) What are you not good at?
ERR.. CHEATING.. hahahaha~ salu kantoi!!

15) One of your wish list items?
NAK PRINT AN 8R PHOTO EVERY MONTH.. saye nk bukak photo gallery!!!

16) Where you grew up?
EVERYWHERE!! born in perak.. live in rawang.. went for boarding school in KL for 5 years.. then, continue in UTM Sudai for another 5 years.. n finally, back in Rawang as am working in KL.. lalalalala~

17) Last thing you did?
SOLAT ASAR~

18) What are you wearing?
HARI INI HARI KAMES.. MAKENYE, HARI BATEK SE-GOMEN.. OLEH YANG DEMIKIAN, SAYE MEMAKAI BAJU KURONG MODEN BERCORAK BATEK~~

19) What aren’t you wearing?
HMM.. APE EYK?? THOSE OUTFITS DAT MAKE ME FEEL UNCOMFY kowt~~

20) Your pet?
NADAA~~

21) Your computer?
THE MOST SOLID IN HERE!! ahahahaha~ jgn marah JEN!!

22) Your life?
http://dhiyaruzanna.blogspot.com/

23) Missing?
MY OTHER HALF~~

24) What are you thinking about right now?
AM JUZ LIVING LYK AM DYIN!!!

25) Your car?
ERR.. KETE I BIASE2 JEK~ TAYAR 4 JUGAK.. hahahaha~

26) Your kitchen?
SEGALE HIDUPAN ADE.. hek3~ ampun makk~~

27) Your favorite color?
I LUV COLORS!!! nothin in specific.. yeah, u can call me 'lalang'.. xde pegangan tetap.. wut so everrrr~~

28) Last time you laughed?
HARI2 PUNG GELAK.. THE MADDEST LAUGH RECENTLY, WHEN I WATCH 'ADNAN SEMPIT' WIF MY COLLEAGUES~~

29) Last time you cried?
FEW DAYS AGO.. WHILE DRIVING.. SHUVITT~~



30) School?
SK KUANG, SMK AMINUDDIN BAKI~

31) Love?
ITS COMPLICATED.. BUT, LOVE COMPLETES EACH OTHER~~

32) So who wants to share their ONEs?? How about?
UMET, ANN (ZOLHANITA TARMIDI), CIKGU DILA, CIKGU AZE, KIKO~

pasal ko slekeh sangat~~

yesterday, i went out wif my DOKTER HATI.. dengan 1 matlamat, mencarik umah sewe (another item to be slashed in my 2010 resolutions list).. kami merambu2 ke Subang Jaye.. (centre point between KL and Klang).. so, tuon je tren, da nampak Subang Parade n Carrefour.. hallemak!! ini tidak buleh jadik nih (ngomel DH).. hahahahaha~ due2 pon kaki makan n shoppin.. memang laa..

hokeyh, back to core business~ kejadian yang melibatkan tajok entry kali ni berlaku di stesen KTM Subang Jaye on the way back to Klang.. saat kami sedang melepaskan penat dengan dudok di palang besi yang disediakan pihak KTM, kami didatangi oleh serang mamat india.. die mintak nak dudok (since kami conquer seat yang panjang ituh berdua2an sahaja).. ahahahah~ aku pon mengengsot ke kiri untuk memberi ruang kepadenye dudok..

perborakan aku ngan DH tibe2 cam hambar.. not much things to say perhaps.. then, mamat nih memulekan keramahannye dengan kami.. demi menyahut seruan 1 malaysia, kami pon melayan laa..

tambi : korang keje sini ker??

DH : xdelah.. saje jln2~

tambi : xkan jalan2 je kot.. mesti dating nih..

DH : ishk.. xkan nak dating berdue kowt.. kami jalan2 n makan2 je tadi..

tambi : amboih.. jaoh nye datang makan..

DH : biase laa.. saje carik angin~

**perbualan berterusan.. berkisar tentang tujuan kami datang ke Subang Jaye

tambi : korang datang cni carik boipren eyh??

kami : (malasnye nk jwb.. huk3) aah.. sebab tu jalan2 sampai cni

tambi : korang nih.. macamane laa nak dapat boipren.. baju pon slekeh2.. pakai seliper lagik (sambel memandang ke arah kaki aku).. nape x pakai kasot yg cumil2, colorful cket.. macam tuh.. (sambil menuding jari ke kasut seorang pompuan yg pade aku x la cumil mane)... yg ko nih, baju pink, tapi pakai handbag coklet (sambel menunjal2 henbeg DH).. cubelah alert cket dengan pemilihan warne..

**pergh.. tym nih temperature aku da naek cket

dengan sinis, aku jawab

aku : kitorang memang gni.. pasal taste kami nk carik yg slekeh2 jek macam kami.. salah ke?? yg ko tego2 ni, ko fashion designer ker??

dengan bangge, die jawab

tambi : aah.. aku memang fashion designer.. sebab tu aku tau..

hokeyh.. aku malas nk lanjutkan perbualan..

so, die borak ngan DH jek

tambi : nak pegi klang buat ape? keje?

DH : aah.. keje

tambi : keje dekat mane?

DH : hospital klang

tambi : nurse??

DH : xlah.. dokter

tambi : wut??!? serious?? u really a doctor huh???!? aku macam x pecaye jek

tibe2 aku nak menyampok

aku : u jangan underestimate people laa.. lagi2 orang kebanyakan.. x sume slekeh tu burok.. (monolog dalaman ku - netau satu ahri nanti DH ni yang selamatkan nyawe kau.. haa.. tym tuh, ko nk cakap ape??)

tambi : my god! ko langsong xde aura macam dokter pn.. salu nye, aku da dapat kenal dokter tu dari jaoh.. tapi, dengan ko, aku langsong x pasan..

DH : terdiam...

tibe2 die bukak citer..

tambi : aku dulu study kat UTM..

hek!! yg bener!! tym biler UTM ade offer fashion designer course kan!!

aku : UTM mane??

tambi : UTM Skudai laa

aku : ouh, yeker?? aku pon study sane.. grad taon biler?? aku 2008.. senior la nih..

dan2 tuh die cam gelabah kan.. tembelang da pecah kowt... lalalala~

tambi : ko study ape dulu?

aku : civil engineering (sambil membuat *rolling eyes*)

tambi : wut??!? aku tengah dudok dengan dokter n engineer la nih??

aku : kenape?? x pecaye ker??

tambi : gosh!

aku : so, ko xpayah la nk underestimate kami lagik..

tambi : aku ingat ko (DH) keje jage setor.. n ko (Aku) pulak keje kat kedai kaen~

mak ngaih!! die ingat kami ape?? sesedap rase jek mengeluarkan statement begituh!!

siyesly, aku da tahap bengang kan..

naseb tren sampai menyelamatkan keadaan.. aku grab tangan DH, kami pon memboloskan diri ke dalam tren.. huh!! bikin panas ati wa jek~

CINTA 3 SEGI~

According to you I'm stupid,

I'm useless,

I can't do anything right.

According to you I'm difficult,

hard to please,

forever changing my mind.

I'm a mess in a dress,

can't show up on time,

even if it would save my life.

According to you.

According to you.

But according to him

I'm beautiful,

incredible,

he can't get me out of his head.

According to him I'm funny,

irresistible,

everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,

I don't feel like stopping it,

so baby tell me what I got to lose.

He's into me for everything I'm not,

according to you.

According to you I'm boring,

I'm moody,

you can't take me any place.

According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.

I'm the girl with the worst attention span;

you're the boy who puts up with it.

According to you.

According to you.

But according to him I'm beautiful,

incredible,

he can't get me out of his head.

According to him I'm funny,

irresistible,

everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,

I don't feel like stopping it,

so baby tell me what I got to lose.

He's into me for everything I'm not,

according to you.

I need to feel appreciated, like I'm not hated.

oh-- no--. Why can't you see me through his eyes?

It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me you're stupid,

you're useless,

you can't do anything right.

But according to him I'm beautiful,

incredible,

he can't get me out of his head.

According to him I'm funny,

irresistible,

everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,

I don't feel like stopping it,

baby tell me what I got to lose.

He's into me for everything I'm not,

according to you. [you, you]

According to you. [you, you]

According to you I'm stupid,

I'm useless, I can't do anything right.

benchmark.. too high above~

semalam, banje hana kat SR, OU sempene hari tue nye.. memang kembong pewot la kan.. hahahaha~ tp, pertemuan semalam mencetuskan sesuatu yang sememangnye telah lame aku pendam dalam ati nih..

haish~

memang pedih ati ni bile berbicare tentang 'cinte mati'.. tanpe segan silu, aku mengaku yang aku teramat jahil a.k.a BODOH depan hana.. aku menjerit2 kowt tym tuh.. hahahaha~ nyesal tak sudah beb!! biarlah.. biar mereke2 yang tau jek memahami.. yang xtau, toksah nk try korek2 dari aku.. aku xkan citer lagik kt sesape.. huk2~

hana, aku nk buat confession kt cni..

disebabkan die laa, aku tutop ati nih untok lelaki laen.. pasal die laa, aku xjumpe lagi lelaki laen yang setanding die.. ko pon da denga kan segale macam perkare yang die sanggop buat untok aku.. bile ade lelaki yang nk datang dekat, aku sure comparekan dorg dengan die.. ternyate laa mereke2 itu langsong x mengenai benchmark aku... huhu~

so, sekarang, aku nk dok dyam2.. tggu dan trus menunggu..

i juz wish i could turn back tym..

*long long sigh*

1st tym join aktiviti bertaraf kebangsaan!!

hua3.. gempak kowt tajok entry kali nih.. but am sure it is.. okeyh, stori-mori tym~

when 1st i joined EOCM (exora owner club malaysia) forum, i didn't expect any commitment involvement from my side.. hahahaha~ aku memang suke jadik pemerhati kehormat dari mane2 angle yang aku suke.. tp, kali ni, memandangkan Presiden EOCM ni adelah staf JPS, make aku dapat 'cover besau' dari die.. hahahaha~ memang die direct up-line aku.. kui3

lepas die dapat tau aku join EOCM, die pon ajak2 ayam tok join 1 konvoi nih.. naek GENTING!! genting highlands hokeyh.. bukan jln genting klang mahupun yang sama waktu dengannya.. aku penah naek sekali, 2 pon sampai Genting View Resort.. not even halfway to puncak genting.. huhu~ mule2 aku cam ragu2 tok join.. yela, memikirkan kemampuan exora-ku ituh kan.. tapi, bile ditaborkan kate2 manis oleh tuan presiden, aku pon setuju.. hahahaha~ die bajet 95 bijik exora join.. tapi, hanye 80 yang made it.. not bad la tuh.. participation from the entire malaysia hokeyh.. bangge sunggoh aku..

pade hari kejadian, kami dikehendaki berkumpol di RnR Genting Sempah.. aku antare yang awl sampai.. sebab salah bajet time... muahahahaha

eh.. tsesat gamba kndri azman~

tuon2 kete, cam gugop sekejap.. (monolog dalaman-betul ke ape yang aku buat nih??).. hahahahaha~ da sampai tempat kejadian baru nak pk kan.. mase ko goreng nugget untok potluck pagi tadi, ko x nak pk.. mase ko gosok baju n tudong malam tadi, ko x pk.. mase ko anta kete masok car wash, ko x pk.. haih la cik dya nih.. memang sengal~

nasib ade hana.. co-pilot aku for the event.. kallo x, memang mati kutu weyh.. can u imagine, sume exora bawak famly members!! kete aku jek ade anak dare 2 orang.. huwa2~ memang jadik bahan la kan.. isk!

lepas kerajaan langit kasik briefing, kami dilepaskan satu2.. aku antare 30 kete pertame.. huhu.. buat koya jek muke nih.. gamble!! suke-suki jek.. hahahaha~ perjalanan penoh liku (well, GH kan) sape yang x tau.. haish.. memang aku terjerit2 sengsorang bile buat lap maot.. hahahaha~ memang x ingat!!

lepas penat menjerit n x cukop oxygen, kami sampai di puncak GH.. hu3.. park2 je kete, sorang 'abang' nih tego.. 'dik, naek tadi pake gear bape??' [ini kerane die yang follow blkg aku tadi, n kete ku cam merangkak je la kan.. hahahahaha~]

aku pandang hana, die pandang aku.. sambil tersengih2, aku jawab 'maen gear 2 n 3 la bang.. die x mao naek jugak'.. hahahaha~ sengal nye abang.. under-estimate pemandu wanita.. huh~ aku bukan ape.. aku cume kesian kt kete aku bile denga die meraong.. huhu.. runtun jiwe aku seyh.. siyes!! bak cubit pehe kanan, pehe kiri terase.. agagagaga~

sesampai nye kt atas, ade ucapan2 cket.. pastu tym MAKAAAAANNNN~~ ahahahaha.. kami, stended laa.. lepas merase serbe ckit, kami kelelahan.. hik2.. lepak2 sat, tengok orang.. haish.. macam2 ragam orang bkuarge nih.. isk~

lepas selesai sume, sesi interview bmule.. huk2.. aku jawab cam haram jek.. ape yg tlintas, 2 la yang tkuar dari mulot aku.. hahahahahamek~

after dat, aktiviti bebas.. kami bjalan2 la masok plaza n theme park.. sesunggoh nye kami berdue telah bernekad untok tidak memboloskan diri ke dalam theme park.. sorang gayat, sorang lagi mabok.. hahahahahaha~ naseb la badan... laz2, kami bjalan2 sekitar plaza jek.. maen bowling n masok snow world.. agagagaga.. giler jakon tengok man-made-snow.. sengal jek.. cam budak2!! yg bez, dapat maen sliding pelampong die.. hahahaha.. kanak2 gler!! tp, dulik ape.. persetankan sume mate yang memandang.. kami melempar snow gaye membaling pasir gtu... hadoih laa.. akhirnye, kami kehilangan deria touching kami (da kebas2 la maksodnye).. hahaahha.. kua la dari snow world tuh.. ape lagi..

lepas pose sane pose cni, kami shoot balek.. sesunggohnye perjalanan tuon lebih mencabau.. hahahaha~ kan na kan??

macam cb!!

mood hari ni cam haram jek.. pagi2 lg da kne tazkirah.. complete dengan mukadimah, kate2 aluan, isi-isi penting, selingan @ lawak cam syial n penutop yg bjele2!! huh~ ini da kali ke brape die buat aku missed breakfast.. shuvit!!!!!! aku tunjok muke ketat kt sume org.. jgn harap korang dpt begurau sende ngn aku rnih.. huh!

pastu, ditambah plak dengan penemuan fB seseorang yang memang aku stalk selame nih.. haish.. baru aku tawu status die da jadik TUNANGAN org.. ouh my~~ ghupe2nye.. hurm..

sedih?? frust?? hampe??? WTF!!!

segalenye la ade... abeh sume pekataan x censor kua rnih.. (dlm hati jela)~

kesudahannye, aku penat sendri.. haish~

moge2, aku jmpe colan yg seswai kt knvoi esok.. huk2~

tinggi harapan nih~~